I'd totally fuck Tyron.

so i'm sitting there on the floor, dressed as mia wallace after de od, and wondering why in hell i organized a halloween party in wich everyone came by two. four couples and me.
it was fun, i cooked spooky-shape-food all day for it.
but then i'm just sitting there, talking about a fuck-marry-kill that brought a heavy discussion about Tyron from GOT. i'd totally fuck Tyron.
i mean, i'm hot. why am i the dateless girl in my own halloween party?
it's not only that i'm hot, i'm also funny with a real-cool-personality ('cause i was fat as a child and you know). i know a lot 'bout music and films, i used to work in the film industry, got great anecdotes.. i'm outgoing, love animals, love to party but also a very family-person.. just don't get it.
half the people in the party (who i love and are my friends) have terrible personalities.
i'm not evet that picky.

so about 4am i returned home to my cats, all covered in fake blood. i should have cleaned it before throwing myself into bed. damn.

and then there's her.

seems like she wants me only when i'm falling for someone els.
keeps saying how she likes broken girls, but then gets attracted to the happy-in-love-ish ones.

and me. i love her, and hate her sometimes, but mostly not.
she's like a twin to my soul, but a really hot twin.
we understand each other by just looking, we fight once a year, and then just forget why, and cry and say stupid things and hug.
sometimes i feel like we're an old married couple, with all the love and none the sex.
that's when i remember how badly i want to fuck her.